I like days like today. I like having the sun fill my room instead of this crappy modern artificial light. I like waking up earlier then most days, picking up Carlos and driving to school and just spilling cups of knowledge into my head, only to talk shit on the drive home when he goes to work and I still have a whole day at my feet. I like wasting that day- pretending to feel productive while I play the same songs I listen to every day over again, vacuuming the floor and calling it cleaning. It's just nice. The seasons, the little that we have, fade nicely into each other. It's so subtle that you almost forget you're not warm anymore. It also gets relatively cold too. For people that basically live in the sun for a year you'd have to understand how out of our element we become once it hits below 50. We're used to beach skies, not snow blankets.

I cut my hair finally! I decided I had put it off too long and I would let it slip and become another broken goal I made. But no! My mom sent me to some place close by and it happened to be some fancy-schmancy place called Peter in London where haircuts are $40 and you can have your beverage choice of water, coffee, tea or wine. It was definitely new, I didn't feel weird just humored, but I pay for the security of someone knowing what they're doing. I'm such a baby about my hair even though I don't care at the same time. I just don't want to have to care.. If you upset my balance I begin to projectile vomit and chant spells and not necessarily at the same time.

And a final recounting of Halloween weekend/monday. I honestly just went to my friend Desi's house to scare people who came to the costume party her parents were throwing. I'm pretty sure I saw a lazy, legitimate doctor there. It was mostly upper-middle class people in their 40's having a good time. It was cool though because we just had some friends over too and partied side to side. It wasn't anything even exaggerated just good fun. At one point I found her dad hot-boxing a car with some random kids in front of his house, shit, good for him. Work hard, play hard. On actual Halloween day I went to school from 3-9 and went home to go to sleep. I figured; All thats going to be happening is partying with costumes. I party all the time and I hate costumes. So, sleep was especially good that night. I didn't get to indulge my inner-fat-kid with candy though and I hate myself for it.

Also, i'm finally at an inch basically with my plugs. Lately i've been having the dilemma wether to go smaller because of how big an inch felt. But I've come to terms with it and whenever I want I can just put old, smaller plugs in and it' fits fine. I love my big ears. They make me feel whole. Also also, I still love college.

I hope everyone's Halloween was good. Happy present, happy future.

I keep my eyes closed because I never know what to look at when I take photobooth pictures.