At least once a week I wake up early and the house is virtually empty and I open my shades and just pretend to want to be doing homework. I think we all do it in some way but I can put it off for what seems like an eternity. Instead I just play on my computer, think about what I want to eat for just about the whole day, listen to music while pretending to be on stage singing them all, and kick mental rocks. You get to focus on you. Plus my girlfriend gave me a massage before she left this morning and I never get massages so i'm like a junky for it.

I find my self selling all my things. It's really hard to find a job in this economy, i'm not done trying, but it's hard. For now i'm pretty much always broke like the rest of the U.S. and the only way for me to make an extra buck is to sell something. I promised myself I wouldn't sell my guitar, my camera, my Ipod or my Nintendo 64. Everything else is just dust in the wind.

MY HOUSE HAS NO NUTELLA. I'm committing seppuku.