The semester is coming to an end and it's a little weird. It feels good to know all my anxiety and indecisiveness was for nothing. It's ironic that in my psychology of personal effectiveness class I even learned that 80% of the things we worry about never happen. 80%! What do we even have to worry about ,you know? It's kind of a relief to have facts behind paranoia. Although right now everything feels crammed; I'm backed up in english and I need to take care of that tonight. I walked out of class music last tuesday after attendance because he sprung an exam on us when he said he'd wait a week so I knew i'd fail it for sure. Which leaves that for me to make up when the semester ends the same day our final exam is on, hooray for me. Psych isn't all that bad, I can just cram-sesh for about 4 hours and knock that studying out so i'm not worried. Quite the contrary, i'm excited. Next semester is new people and new shit to learn but i'm hesitant of the work load.I'm cramming today because this weekend is my girlfriends birthday weekend and we most likely are going to be in a condo on the beach, out-of-reach, partying with friends. Autumn Music Festival is friday too and our best friend Lucas is a DJ so we can get in for free like usual and just live it up. School takes up a lot of my free time with studying and all so i'm going to dance like I was having them taken off the next day.

Lately i've been going through some rough patches with myself. Just re-thinking a lot of my motives and situations, understanding where i'm at with people as well as myself. It takes a toll, especially when you're torn about somethings and you have to fight open-mindedness with how you are used to feeling towards something and it's just a battle.

I've been on a banana kick lately, oatmeal and banana, frosted flakes with banana, PBJ&banana. Soooo gooood.

"I cant say the past will never get in the way, just remember all things come and go if they dont mean a thing. Its not about what you have now, its what you have in store." - Memphis May Fire