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MIAMI HEAT: BELLO Magazine | June 2011
Photography GREG SWALES
Styling CARLOS DAVIS
Grooming BRET MIEDEL for CIELO BLUE
Model ERIC TOPOLE
for WILHEMINA MODELS

The Best Friend ( Brittney)

The girlfriend (Amanda)

Lately i've been busy. Not that it's an excuse for anything, but it's how I justify being so fond of vagabondism. It's like a reflex almost, I just seem to do my best at avoiding the things I really want to avoid- like being home. I'm never home, I don't like it. I feel so counter-productive with everything I do. All there is to do is play games, watch t.v., eat, or help around the house. And I eat and help out enough, I like to escape more than anything.

I still have yet to go to Miami-Dade and apply for my classes but I sent my admission shit in so I feel fulfilled for the moment. I know I should get a jump on it and job searching but my mom is great and knows i'm going to school so she's not pressuring me any which way on what i'm doing. I'm blessed, truly, with my mom. She's so smart and understanding and not psychotic or overbearing like other mothers I see. She knows how it is to be young and I don't know how it is to be old. She gets that.

One thing lately, which I don't like, is that lately i've been becoming annoyed and stressed more recently. I don't meditate or listen to music alone as much as I used to. those are the things I used to keep me in balance with everyone but lately everyone else is taking up too much time. Its frustrating that I can't be alone already but the fact that I know why i'm stressed and haven't fixed it yet stresses me out even more. But hey, we give and we take.

One thing I am excited about is that i'm making a road trip with some of my friends, whom invited me, and we're driving up to UCF to see our good friend Daniel who just left there for college. Then i'm going to see Eric and then we're driving ALL THE WAY to Tallahassee so my friend Carlos can see this girl/friend of ours. We're really just going to FSU so Carlos can get laid. But, effff it!

Its really sinking in that the future is now.