Raspberry Tea

I think i've finally realized why i'm always in my room. I think it's because that for an extended period of time of my own choosing, no less, I just get to be free of pretending for everyone. No laughing at jokes that aren't funny, or smiling when I don't want to smile, or pretending to know someone's name just so I can be told a story, which i'll most likely think is stupid.

It's almost questionable how often I do it. What are my intentions, really?

I've also decided to be happy for my mom.

I just wanna make momma proud. It's what you're supposed to do for your mom.

I even heard so on a show, and wether or not I like the idea of even more repression, and it's immature at best but it that's just how society really is. You gotta be normal, and fit in.

I'm pretty sure i'm nailing school.

Not literally though... That sounds just confusing all together, really.

I'm pretty sure I have AT LEAST 3 A's.

Well, i'm stoned and it's about to be time for me to leave to the bus stop. So...

I'll just fix this later.