Leave The World Behind

A picture only knows what it is. They never change their emotion or judge you. They stay locked in their moment. I'd rather be in a world of pictures. At least then, when I saw the truly horrible pictures, I would be able to easily avoid them at my own leisure. People change so much, you just never know. A smiling face only stays locked in for a second. Emotions, even my own, are at a rapid pace of exchange and self transition. No one's ever the wiser. It's just all very confusing, you know? What do we really ever know if not ourselves. It's the silent things that no one ever knows.

Erin sent me her graduation invitation. I feel like a mother. I'm so so so proud of her! Everyone's growing up and it's scary because we swear we have been keeping track of that bitch named Time. We swear time will pass us by, but we do quite the opposite. I really want to go to her graduation too. It's a small reality check to know I can't. Fail. Not even that, my girlfriend is graduating too! How I wish I was an Oscar Mayer wiener.... Actually, how I wish I could be there. I feel like it's such an important day to witness. Thats like a first step to the rest of your life. Big, right? Right. I try my best to not focus on what could have been rather than what I can create for the now. Sometimes it's ok to look back though. It gives perspective, kind of. I don't know. Maybe my brains not working.

Piano Concerto in C Major, Op 5, Largo. Fantastic. Seriously.

Beethoven's music didn't just appeal to one emotion, like it kind of does now.

This music... It made you bear your soul.

It's a hammer to your glass dome. Feel me?

I just figured out my dad's birthday. Hahaha, is that ok?