Hi my name is, what?

I'm 16 years old, and i have drug problem.

And no it's not heroin.

It's nothing major

but I see the effects it slowly takes

and how my life is now only running through it

and the only thing keeping me grounded

is a small wooden sailboat in my room.

I think it's just a phase due to my environment.

One more year of high school, and growing up

is a must and key to success

meaning throwing all childhood inhibitions to the side.

Not my imagination, just my actions that I know are

truly below my own standards.

I realized this problem, when for the past 2 months or so

I wake up and just think

"How am I gonna get high today?"

and then later that day

I'm captain seagurd, commander of the s.s. planetary vacation.

I'm honest, open book.

p.s. Do me a favor and mind your mouths please.