Say Goodbye

My mom is taking my puppy away now. To give him away.

She asked me if I wanted to see him and I told her to just leave.

I already knew I was holding on to the puppies as some kind of new stream of hope in my life.

They were young, and vibrant. Always happy and I needed them. I needed that. But like everything, yes everything, you must give it up for nothing is yours. I feel like I lost my dad all over again. This is disgusting.

Life is indeed fleeting.