Lost Boys

I've decided that anyone who has a blog automatically strives for some creative perspective.

They're searching for their inner hipster.

It makes them feel like they are open minded and so intriguing.

Like everything they have to say is something worth hearing. And they're right.

The end of school was bitter sweet. As happy as I am to be far far done with that school, i'll miss everyone I met. People like me so easily, and it makes it easier to make friends, lucky enough for me. But now I have the burden of missing them. What a paradox I seem to live in! It's all good though, I met awesome people and now junior year is over. Senior year, senior year, senior year, senior year. It better be worth all this. I honestly have expectations it needs to meet. The best part of this summer is I have the ocean to go to and plenty of new summer albums.

Do you think environment makes a person or is it their genetics? Or is it both? Is it one more than the other? I think things just happen spontaneously. I think in the end the person makes the person. You're chosen to who you are going to be before you come here. And if you pull the short end of the stick and life sucks, then I suggest you start changing once you get the chance. I'm really hungry...

My girlfriend will be here in 2 days! I AM SO EXCITED.

The future is way too scary sometimes. The unknown is as scary as it gets. When I move back I need a job, a car, I need to start getting ready for college. I have to do all these things without letting my mom down or my best friends parents. I have to look for a place to live after all is said and done. When will I find my own place? Will I stay in Oklahoma? Will I move away again? How often will I see my sister? Will my friends feel like my friends?