If I'm Invisible, Your?

"Ask me what it's like to have my self so figured out. "

I'm so curious for the future.

But only for the thrills of looking back on the next generation and seeing what I had stemmed from.

Today's A Day To Remember is their classic hardcore. Frank Sinatra will be Gregorian Chant to them! It's just funny to me.

Retrospect usually is a cool point-of-view to try out.

The worst part though, is you never know if you'll be something worth actually living for, or just end up to hate your life for what it isn't. Honest to God it happens both ways, but what really decides that in the end?

I don't know, i'm just excited to see what i'll be is all i'm saying. EXCITED!

And I feel like all the people who know me, don't really know me. Not the REAL Eli, the deep soul of who I am. (I made a funny there) Why is that? Is it just me, or do you have that problem too? For instance, even though they're your good friend and what not, there are still little side notes and stories behind you that they still don't know. I notice this when I have to relay what I think is mutually known fact about myself that most would usually know about me (or anyone!) Like how I lived in Oklahoma for 4 years, pretty much most of my main personality/future-life sculpting years. Like, Oklahoma kids know little about most of my Florida life and all it's side stories, and vis versa with Florida kids about Oklahoma life.

Like a book. Or a movie. I shoot for a movie.

And yes, Denzel Washington would play me.

Or Tommy Pickles. Yes, that Tommy Pickles. There aren't many others I don't think..

Nailed. Dead. Risen.