2/10/10

Memphis May Fire

Man began to die the moment they let reality be their constant.


Yes, I was very very krunk. But you guys don't tell so, there.
Oh, and my haircut puts me back in middle school I decided.
You can't see the braces because it hurt to smile.

I'm not sure how you end up the way you do.
"How things started and where they ended" is such an interesting observation.
You never know, you can think, but the inability to know is what makes it easier I think.
WE are all so easily stereotyped. A lot of you wouldn't relate because you don't know a lot being Puerto Rican obviously, but I am the stereotype for the teens of my culture.

Heaven is not like a DMV I decided.

Braces are torture chambers for your teeth. I can't eat anything! Crackers, I love crackers, because they're cheap, taste good, and we always have a lot of them. Also, not those shitty crackers you find in every shopping store, I mean the spanish crackers I grew up on. They don't even sell them in Oklahoma, not anywhere I had been. Every where has their own thing. How can you grow up and not want to know about everything else? To feel complacent only knowing what you know is not what I want do. I want stories, I want knowledge seemingly unattainable by the common life-liver.

On the DL, I live in a whole new world, No Little Mermaid reference.
Straight Edge, Hardcore, Friends4Life, Shows, Cool kid parties, Spontaneity, happiness.
Is now
O.G kush, suspension, coke dealers, late nights, disappointment, erosion, depression.

How do we get here? We'll never know.
The ebb and flow of universal woe.
I wish I could remember where I read that.

1 comment:

  1. I haven't seen you since you've started gauging. They're nice. :)
    I know what it is to find something in a foreign grocery store that you grew up on, just pray that you aren't diagnosed with Celiac and have the wonderful light called wheat taken away from you.
    :)

    Oh, and I've always been a big fan of spontaneity. :)

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