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Make the difference.

I think i'm very versatile

In all aspects of the word.

Musically, physically, socially, creatively, cognitively.

Any other aspect i'm less aware i'm versatile at, or it is absent in the eyes of the world.

I use the word cognitively like it's going out of style.

Hi, i'm Eli.

I am so stuck on Lil Wayne its ridiculous. I love flow.

Once you understand flow in rap, and can make it yours. People want it.

School is becoming less stressful as long as I continue to pretend it is.

"Transitioning from fittin' in to standin' out" -Drake

Thats exactly what i'm doing in my new school.

Due to owasso's, I want to say, humble size it was very easy

to be somebody who knew somebody, and to know their name.

I was "popular" (I quote that for reasons to be discussed later)

and everyone knew everyone! I had few friends, however

everyone within 50 miles was basically an acquaintance at some point or another.

Here, despite my previous 11 years living here, I know no one.

Especially since my mom finally moved us out of the hood of Florida

I know close to nobody in my new school.

I've begun to gain the the coolest friends though.

These Words Of Gold, my new band, is full of the coolest guys and for that

i'm more than thankful. But none of them go to my school!

At my school I mostly hang with freshman, cause they are bountiful indeed.

Every girl I throw a glance at that is even remotely cute in my school

is most likely 14 years old. and it is sucks so bad.

1) because they do not look 14 at all.

(Damn these large amounts of estrogen in food now!)

2) I am tired of being alone. Being single is boring, but moving on is hard.

I'd like to end on a few things.

I do not look good with facial hair, I think.

Others disagree, but take my word please.

I'm shaving today.

Also, something was spoken to me today and I feel I really need to

like, reflect on it almost. I need to really understand myself.

Would you like to know what was said?

Totally unprovoked?

"Your freakin' cool Eli. I like hanging out with you.

Everyone likes you, Everyone likes Eli."

What is it about me?

What am I doing that other people aren't?

I feel that I really have something great inside me

and if I don't do something to help the world

I have failed my lord, and myself.

Would you like to hear about my dream?

I was--